Being Single

Being single, being free, being able to do and say what you want...I love that feeling. And yet, I feel as though being single has become like a virus which has taken over me. Why? Why do I feel as though I have a case of "bachelorism"? What exactly is "bachelorism". It's what happens to you, if you've been single for a long period of time. There are signs, these past few days, past few weeks, that have been clawing at me, telling me I need to get some action! I need action of any kind. I really do. lol.

Sign #1

Everyone, as in everyone, has been looking like a potential mate. Even the guy from the kanto, who I see everyday seems alluring to me. lol.


Sign #2

The fact that the last time I was sharing a bed with someone was with two of my friends when we went to Tagaytay for some vacation time.

Sign #3

I watch a channel and a T.V. show, not because I find it interesting in any way but because the host is soo damn good-looking. It's that show, Kol TV, on RPN. Yes, yes, it's that show where he asks people to text in and play for money and stuff. I don't actually play, nor can I guess most of the words he's asking me to. BUT his face just won't let me change the channel. :) I'm trying to find a picture of him. Next time I'll definitely put one up.

Sign #4

Physical contact has been a god-send. For example the other day, I was on an FX, and the leg and hand of the guy beside me was rubbing with mine and it got me EXCITED. That's how sad it is.

AAHHH! lol. I need me a boy. Any boy. I just need one right here, right now. I sound so desperate and horny lol. But, the sad thing is there is more than just a hint of truth in that statement. I used to adore the single life. I could hang out with any group of friends, go out or stay in whenever I felt like it, and flirt with anyone I could. Now, it seems as though all the flirting is going nowhere, I go out and nothing happens. What is happening to me? Someone get me out of this rut.

Anyway, if anyone would like to APPLY...please do! just e-mail me or leave a comment. hehe. wow. I am desperate. And yes, I admit I am now desperate. I just need a date, just one to at least prove to myself I'm ok, and that I can beat this virus called "bachelorism".

Here's a little video for you guys. I just wished this guy, whose real name is Chester Nolledo by the way, was the guy from my kanto. Too bad,he's not. But if he was, you can be certain he would not be alone in that video. HAHAHA.